still.

its in those quiet moments, where everything is still and silent, that the emotions are strongest. actions speak volumes and the simple mentality of just knowing how meant to be something is takes over. the plan seems so solid and sure, its happening as intended, as planned by a power other than myself. i cant imagine anything else, it just feels so right. i catch myself doubting though, going on that feeling. always, always so cautious with the way things feel. im not a good judge typically of how i feel, and how it affects my life or current situations. however this time is so much different. i know that this is real, lasting, genuine, full of the right things. when all the things youve been looking for are finally in front of you, right there in your arms, you know it must be true. and im not gonna let it go for anything. ive found exactly what i want, and im not losing it.