the number 15

it's been approximately 462 days. that's a long time. today isn't any special occasion, i was just thinking about it. i can't believe how far we have come, how close we have become. how deeply we understand each other, how we can just sense, no words are necessary. it feels so natural, easy as the coming summer breeze. i know what i want for the future, we talk about it often. shared hopes and dreams, shared plans. i can't hardly express my feelings anymore, they run so deep and are intertwined with yours, i sometimes don't even have to. a simple gesture, tone of voice, look in my eyes; you know. it's wonderful. the preservation, the desire. just keep being patient, the day will come eventually.