actually dont do that, stay just as you are. its the best feeling that can be. you just know. things are not like they used to be, but you know thats not how they are supposed to be now. things happen just as they should, function just as they need to, just like they are supposed to. its meant to be like this, in the balanced little world we've cultivated. i dont want it to change, because i cant handle it well. but how exactly did we end up like we are now? oh wait, that's right: change. things slowly shifted and slid into place, where they fit. until they change shape again and meld around each other into a new form. im hoping with all that i am that you will still be in that new form, and im fairly confident you will. okay more than just fairly confident, im almost positive. i have all that i could need here, all that i could want, so why worry? its the downfall that infiltrates the good and turns it sour. so shut it out, lock the fortress tight, let nothing in that shouldnt be on the inside.
although most of the time its in our hindsight where we realize the mistakes we've already made.
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