I've cried these tears a hundred times before. Are they preventable? I guess so. I don't know if it's by me though. Are you just used to me being the one that feels awful about things and takes the blame? I cause the problem, so sure that works. I don't want to drive you away. I don't want to lose you. I want this for good. I feel like I'm trying harder. I just want the assurance. I wish I could have you understand all these things and the mark they leave.

stolen time