a new start...but why do we always start 'fresh' at the new year? im not sure. its like a new page in life i guess. a clean page that is just waiting to be filled with the things that occur.
my new years resolution?
cleanse.
thats it. cleanse myself in every aspect of life. of the bad habits ive got, of my lack of motivation to stay in the Word, of unhealthy foods, of laziness, of roiling emotions, cleanse myself of all things that will bring me down. i used to blog just about every day for these last couple of months. i was letting myself be sucked down into the swirling pit of my feelings and swinging moods. i dont feel that urge to just get it out anymore. ive moved on from the past, and the specific things that caused that. im not drinking anything but water now, its the purest drink there is and i strive toward being pure in God's sight. im going to work hard to stay healthy, when i feel healthy i just feel better all around. im going to find beauty in the world around me that God has created, and thank Him for it. each and every day. im going to bury myself in God's word and learn from it. i want to be able to listen to Him and interpret what God's will really is.
wish me luck, even though that has nothing to do with it.
let this mission commence.
Cleanse!
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