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in this moment, youre not in your right mind. you just go with instincts coursing through your veins, your being. logical reasoning escapes and is temporarily forgotten. it still whispers ever so softly, but everything else overcomes that smallest sound. until it pushes back through and reality slams with full force; what am i doing? time screeches to a halt, as it dies and realization sets in. the subconscious, that part in your gut that lets you know whats right and wrong kicks in. remorse, determination, conviction, its all there. im not gonna let this little slip ruin anything though. ive got it way too good to let things get messed up. i want so bad for this to succeed, there are only a few things that i have ever wanted more than that in my life. my life goals and intentions, well they're shifting to center around that now. i cant see myself anywhere else, in all honesty. i can wait, until the time is right though. i already have a plan for the future, together? hopefully. i know what kind of house id like to live in, the animals id like to have, the things i want to do. its gonna happen, whether im 25 when its done or 75. ill be content. i am content. just that fact proves a lot of things to me, despite the slip ups that seem to occur. i wish specifics were possible, but i choose to stay away from that. then you might possibly know what or who im talking about.



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