im always doing something.
im always in a time crunch to get somewhere.
always having to rush here, rush there.
getting up super early, going to bed late because of homework.
i cant remember the last time i just sat down and chilled.
or took a nap because i felt like it.
i used to be into all the tv shows, like lost and csi and stuff.
i havent watched them in like a year.
even during the summer, i was always doing something, having to be somewhere.
im physically exhausted. to the point that im making myself sick. my immune system is seriously lacking right now. i woke up this morning with a terrible cold. but i still went to work at the barn at 6:30 am. and i didnt get home until 6:30 pm. im stretched to the limit, weak, physically and mentally rundown. into the ground.
i dont mind doing somethin all the time, it feels strange when i dont.
but when it gets to this point, where i am SO overwhelmed i could bust into tears of frustration at this very minute, its rediculous.
and there is absolutely nothing i can do about it.
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