that hole just gapes open, empty and waiting patiently for the right thing to come and fill it. those square pieces just dont fit into the circle holes, no matter how hard you try. we keep putting ourselves out there, searching relentlessly. yet the answer is right in front of us; sitting on our desk, the world around us, it whispers in a voice that can only be heard by those who listen. the minute i just stop to listen, i know i will find the satisfaction that can patch up that gaping hole.
my insides seem to ice over, just like the cold cold ground is doing. my care fades away along with the light of these ever-shortening days. i dont know whether to try harder or just let go. i learn how to seem careless from you, i let how i feel about you influence me. with others. i give up. i dont feel like trying anymore. i just need to bury myself in the friends and world around me, need to lose myself in Him. He cares when you dont, when all else fails, in any and every situation. wake up and realize that.
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