trapped.

i feel like a caged animal. trapped in this room with no place to go, no place to run to and lose myself. to just forget things temporarily. i cant be productive like this. but i cant get away. this dilemma continues to present itself over and over again. the frustration builds and overflows from the inside. it spills and reaches others, like an uncontrollable flood. spreading faster and faster with no one but me to stop it. yet i fail. i cant brace the walls enough. the usual strength is missing, leaving with no sign or evidence of when it will return.