Wednesday, March 17, 2010

i love ranting to no one.

i might explode. theres just too much to do in so little time.
soccer makes my weeks fly by.
i dont want that though.
ive only got 5 weeks till my ap exams. and thats frightening.
i feel like ive got no grip on what im doing anymore; in soccer, in calculus, in ap biology.
completely and utterly overwhelmed. i usually dont post about specifics on here...more coded or underlying themes. so this is new.
ive got objectives due tomorrow.
a HUGE test tomorrow.
honestly, how the heck does my stupid teacher expect me to remember ELEVEN chapters for this unit test. she "teaches" us ONE time, if you can even call it teaching. for one rather large section, we taught each other. GREAT.
calculus. oh man. i cant keep up. we have 4 "practice" tests a week. and about 4 tests for weekend homework. she expects us to get all of that done. and sleep? nahhh. sleeping wastes time. you cannot understand to what degree of intensity this stuff is, unless youre in the same class right there with me.
it never ends.
by monday, im already behind.
talking about your problems is supposed to help? sorry. not for me. it just gets me more worked up and frustrated. so i think ill stop now.

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